...YOU are NOT a mistake! 

God created you for a reason - for a purpose. 

Each moment is teaching you a lesson and this lesson is shaping up the human you are meant to be - the human you are being right now. 

The only thing is how you perceive it and how you react. 

This will determine your path in life and what you achieve. 

I know It hurts deep and it's confusing - especially when it happens over and over again and you just don't get it and you're like why me?! 

God will give you the same lesson over and over until you are ready to learn the lesson and move on. 

You give meaning to whatever is happening in your life right now but God only gives us what we can handle. 

Even a prick of a thorn is a purification but for some it shatters them completely - it all depends on how YOU want to perceive it now. 

It all depends on how you control your thoughts and we can control our thoughts - don't let them control you. 

Your unique purpose is unique to you and God ultimately created you to worship Him alone. 

We are on a journey - this journey will take us back home - back to God and His Heaven. 

Each moment is our only moment and this moment, my dearest diamond soul, is all you and i have - how will YOU use this moment? 

Do not fear or lose hope or despair - close your eyes, focus on your breathing and let the Light into your soul. God is with you...always and forever. It's time to create those positive changes in our life, live upon the deen and prepare for our best akhirah now. 

It's time to live a life on purpose with purpose. 

Take a deep breath in - release and now receive love, duas and light. 

Hope this helps on your journey now! :)

Allah (swt) says in the Qur'an; "And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me (alone)" [partial, 51:56]

How do you deal with your emotions? 

Are you 'releasing or recycling?'

So i just learnt about this concept. When we are dealing with any of our challenges we are either actively releasing our emotions or recycling them.

Releasing is when we have dealt with our emotions - actively - and time span is different for us all as we are all different - and then we get to a stage where we release our emotions and we begin to heal. This is when you start to feel ease, peace and calm within and you are actively getting on with your life - no more random tear sessions when hearing that song or seeing that picture.

Recycling is the stage where we keep repeating and repeating. We go through the whole 'Why' syndrome and is something i have also done and sometimes i have deliberately allowed myself to stay down this road longer than i should have and i have 'suffered' the consequences and yes suffering is optional - we have within us the ability to switch into the now and be OK only if we give ourselves permission.

Many people stay stuck in the recycling stage and so did i - especially in my teens and twenties.

I guess it's because it is comforting - as in we get used to our comfort zone and don't want to stretch ourselves but deep inside we know that if we do stretch ourselves we will learn and grow.

Releasing one's emotions doesn't happen overnight - especially when it involves the loss of a loved one. We naturally go through phases to understand it all and be OK.

Another thing is that many times we - yes females and males - were brought up to just 'deal with it and get over it' yet that same person would be eating their own words (we've all experienced that).

Healing begins as soon as we accept that God has something awesome planned for us and that He does not burden our souls more than we can handle and that He already knows we can handle it and He is looking at our response - whether we'll be grateful or ungrateful and how we will react. Healing begins when we understand our emotions and what triggers us and we realise that we have the power to change our state by changing our thoughts as we create our thoughts and we can direct them where we want. Healing begins when we let go and let God.

I hope this helps! :)