...Keep trying! No matter what - keep trying! If you want to achieve it, then believe it and work at it. Nothing has ever come easily. When/if it comes easily then it goes easily. Pray, pray, pray and Qur'an every single day. Listen to it, recite it, study it, memorise it. Remember dua - its the weapon of the believer. Purify intentions and sincerity daily. Ask and you shall receive. God is with you not against you. Keep trying - til you breathe you last...
...It's not always what it seems. Sometimes there's more to it. You know, like, its much deeper than it seems. Sometimes we just swim the surface - we feel safer there - we know we won't drown - but if we swam a little further would we really drown? Maybe we tried before and found that we suddenly got all panicky - so we quickly swam back to shore. The heart and soul are deeper than the ocean at sea. They are ours and we need to understand them. God wants us to understand them so we can work on them to purify them. Swim a little deeper into your heart and soul - don't be afraid - know that Allah is guiding you - know that there in the depths lie the answers to all.
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